It is miraculous how the Lord works. One moment I am crying my eyes out of fear, the next, planning the wedding that is undeniably our hearts true desire.. This may come as a shock to most of you, so brace yourselves. I don't have it all figured out.
There, I said it. I can, quite possibly, change my mind five times before I get out of bed in the morning.'Tis not the curse of being a young lady. No, it is something much deeper within. Though I must say, there is nothing like the Lord's mentoring in our time of need. Even better, His timing is impeccable!
In my moment of my deepest insecurity, He brought me confidence and clarity. In my moment of fear, He brought me strength and love. And in my moment of exhaustion, He brought me peace and relief..
All because of drinking coffee too late in the evening, He has blessed me with many things. How often is it that we need these types of miracles to bring our attention back to where it has always belonged? How often is it that we soon forget how our problems, insecurities, fears, doubts, stubbornness, and our just plain sinfulness are not bigger than our God, who is master of all? How many times are we to be taught a lesson before we are too ashamed to fall to our knees and cry out to the Lord to save us from ourselves as He does, time and time again?
"As long as it takes," says the Lord.
This lesson I leave with you all, as I have been sleep-walking through life as well, wake up! See the Glory of the Lord around you and value each and every blessing. Never lose an opportunity to share the love that Jesus has for everyone, a hope placed in us all, crying to be awoken. And never lose faith, for it can do anything that God can do.
Alas, I must say, these past few hours into the earliest of my morning have been the most enjoyable that I've spent whilst planning the wedding. I do say, giving everything to the Lord indefinitely will make these next 94 days go rather nicely and enjoyable, as it ought to be.
God's love and blessings. :)
"And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." Matthew 28:20